Feels Like Fall

I feel like I have reached this new place.A good place. A place of healing. It feels like fall outside, which I normally hate because fall leads to winter, which I hate! Tonight while sitting outside it felt like fall and I was SO glad. That means I made it through summer (even tho summer is not over for quite awhile)Summer hurts. I reminds of me when you were with me and then when I lost you.Next summer will be better. I know it will. For now I will enjoy the chill in the air and put the pain back in it's summer home.