Another Birthday

Two years ago today I met this tiny little person who left me forever changed. Two years ago today I held a tiny perfect little baby girl who got cheated out of life. Two years ago today my heart broke into a million pieces,it can never be whole again. I will celebrate my Ruth today despite the heartache I will not wallow in pain or tears today. I will send balloons to her in heaven and remember how happy we were when we learned I was pregnant. How happy we were can not be overshadowed by how sad we became. I have cried and cried and cried for your little one, your daddy has too, but today I am not going to cry-at least I am going to try not to. Today is your day, the day you got your wings and flew to heaven and became our angel. I love you to the moon and back, today and everyday.Happy 2nd Birthday.