Well, so much for my reason why. Today the Dr. told me I have a bicorunate uterus and she believes this cause the abruption. Something in my gut says while I may have this problem I do not believe it was the root cause of all of this. I can not explain it. I am not one who has these "gut" feelings but I just have a gut feeling it all goes back to the subchorionic hematoma. Perhaps I am wrong but I am parting ways with this doctor. She set me up with an Endocrinologist  who gave me an appointment in a month! A month? Do these people not realize that every cycle that goes by is  lost time? A month for the consultation then weeks for testing to be done so maybe we can try again next year? Ok, so maybe that's being dramatic but I do not think anyone understands the torture of waiting. I of course do not want to take any chance of this happening again but she already told me with nothing being wrong my chances were at least 20% now they have to reasses my risk,which of course is now higher. This is not supposed to be this complicated. I just want a family. I can't put into words all that runs through my head or exactly how I feel today. I'm just rambling but I need to right now. That's all any of this is but it helps somehow.
It is late. I need to sleep and get away fron google ad wikipedia for awhile,my head is startig to spin.